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reminiscing

this type love

This Type Love
Saul Williams

I want a love like, me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love.
Or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself
About how I feel about you type love.
Or hating how jealous you are,
But loving how much you want me all to yourself type love.
Or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name.

And shit,
I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you
And I barely made it out of my garage.

See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep,
Then wonder if she's dreaming about us being in love type love.
Or who loves the other more or...
What's she doing at this exact moment or...
Slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts,
Closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good
Can hurt so much when she's not there, man.

Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this... I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house
So she never forgets how much I love her type love.
And not have enough ink in my pen to write all the things
I love about her type love.
And hope I make her feel as good as she makes me feel type love.

And I want to deal with my friends making fun of me
The way I made fun of them
When they went through the same kinda love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves.

And just like in high school, I wanna spend hours on the phone not saying shit.
And then fall asleep and then wake up with her right next to me
And smell her all up in my covers type love.
And I want to try counting the ways I love her
Then lose count in the middle just so I can start over again.

And I wanna celebrate one of those one-month anniversaries
Even though they ain't really anniversaries,
But doing it cause it only makes her happy type love.

And check this, I want to fall in love with the melody the phone plays
When her numbers dialed into it type love,
Then talk to you until I lose my breath
She leaves me breathless,
But with expanding my lungs I inhale all of her back into me.

I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan
To something that allows me to talk to her longer
'Cause in all honesty, I wanna avoid one of them high cell phone bills type love.

And I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are.
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love you
As long as I'd like to type love.

And I want a love that makes me stu-stu-stu-stutter
Just thinking about how strong this love is type love.

And I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair -
Well maybe not all of it.
Maybe like I cut the split ends and trim my mustache
But it would still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.

I kinda feel comfortable now
So I even be fantasizing about walking out on the green light,
Just dying to get hit by a car just so I can lose my memory,
Get transported to some third world country just to get treated and,
Somehow meet up again with you
And fall in love with you in a different language
And see if it still feels the same type love.

I want a love that is unexplainable as she is,
But I'm married. So she's gonna be the one I share this type of love with.

2009?!

It seems like it just became 2008 yesterday! As I become older, years have definitely been passing by a lot faster. On top of that, I haven't updated for a realllly long time. I just found nothing interesting nowadays... in other words, I found no motivation to post something new. Well, since the new year is coming and all, I figured that it was time for me to post something new.

Sadly, I have nothing on my mind right now except exercising, dancing, and sleeping. Enjoying this holiday break while I can. (: All I'm looking forward to is my birthday! Not because of presents and all that stuff, but because I'm a step closer to driving aaand I can finally apply for a job at Starbucks!

Aright so one thing I noticed... from looking back on my previous entries, I found that I haven't really accomplished all of my new year's resolutions. I should try again this year....

1. Stop procrastinating with work that needs to be done (during long breaks, especially). I think I did aright with this one...

2. Read more. If you guys can give me a recommended list of good books, that would be great! (: Fail. -_- I'm going to try this again.

3. Be more focused on the "present" and not let myself down for what others say; to simply just move up and on while they remain envious and unhappy. To shut down all negativity that others try to inflict on my accomplishments. I think so? Haha

4. Become less of an "over-acheiver" and try to focus on main things that I'm good at, or have the potential to be good at. Kinda.

5. Stop eating when I'm "bored" and have normal, portion-controlled meals. At times yes, and other times no. But I'm on a good track so far (:

6. Not only do what is needed, but to go beyond my expectations (especially with work in school). I think I did pretty good on this one.

7. Have less moodswings and always think of others before myself. Oh man..... Hahaaa.

8. Spend money on more meaningful things FIRST, then use it on myself conservatively. Yes! Haven't bought a new pair of sneakers since last year. LOL





But anyhow, hope you guys are enjoying your break and have a wonderfullll, happy new year!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Eat lots of turkey guys! This is random but, I passed my permit test and will be getting my hours done in exactly 43 days! And I think I'll be getting a car. [;